[lisp-game-dev] Lisp games

[iqm at hushmail.com]

This is David O'Toole and this is my third attempt to send this 
message to this mailing list that I am supposedly an admin of. My 
normal email address dto at ioforms.org appears to have been 
blacklisted despite that address being listed as an admin for the 
list and coming from Networksolutions. I also found myself unable 
to post to the boston-lisp list a while back, but that was with my 
old email address.

The message below contains my explanations for what happened last 
month to my sites and so on.

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Date: Fri, 19 Aug 2011 14:42:57 -0400
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Hello Lispgames community,

I'd like to offer a few words of explanation for what happened last
month to my websites and to my now-canceled Autumn 2011 Boston Lisp
presentation.

In response to my announcement of the upcoming presentation on the
boston-lisp list, I received some off-list responses from a list 
member.
I believed these emails to be suspicious because:

 1. They contained what seemed to be confidential information about 
a
    Lisp company, but were sent from one gmail account (his) to 
another
    (mine).

 2. The sender repeatedly expressed interest in my work and goals 
and
    seemed to want a lot of information about me, but also seemed to
    omit information that I openly expressed interest in (i.e. the
    software patent linked to on the page.)

and,

 3. The first email contained an offer to meet me in person, but I 
could
    not verify the identity of the other Gmailer.

I very quickly found myself a difficult position: who I was really
talking to, and why exactly should I be giving out the requested
information? Wasn't there already a shitload of information online 
about
my beliefs and my projects? Why would it be necessary to meet in 
person?
Will OTHERS be contacted and be placed in similar predicaments?

If secret research (or at least unethical patent trolling) is indeed
involved, then you have a right to know. The Lisp community taught 
me
how to finally program effectively after years of frustration with 
other
languages; I could hardly return the favor by simply sitting on
information that I believe could help other Lispers make a more 
informed
decision.

So, rather than try to puzzle it out in the dark and just hope that 
no
one else in Lispgames would find themselves "probed" in this 
potentially
fraudulent manner, I posted the entire email thread so that people 
could
decide for themselves, and then contacted several people who I 
consider
to be experts in order to seek advice on my situation.

Thanks to the all-pervading and insecure computer networks that we
(inexplicably) still depend on for everything, we live in a moment 
of
supreme civilizational paranoia. The trials and tribulations of US
defense contractors like HBGary provide a case in point. We have 
seen an
upswing in the harassment and even arrest of programmers around the
world.

Instead of "you're just being paranoid, David", my various 
inquiries led
me to believe that my unease about these emails had been justified 
at
least in part. The appearance of a portion of the email exchange on
Cryptome, along with part of a subsequent and related email train, 
may
yet make me the subject of a reprisal. (Just visit the EFF website 
if
you think programmers don't get harassed for silly shit.)

This is why I shut down all my sites and canceled my Google account-
--
taking my gmail, youtube account, and blogger blog with it. I then 
lived
in total misery while I tried to figure out how to proceed, wishing 
I'd
never received those emails. 

But someone convinced me that hiding my work would not be
productive. So, after taking a number of steps to protect myself, 
I've
brought back much of my web presence (on different servers that I 
pay
for) and have resolved to continue Blocky development in the open.

I would much rather have given my exciting presentation at BLM than 
have
gone through this miserable episode. But that's life. I just want
everyone to know what happened, and that I have a hunch that the 
uptick
in the perceived value of Lisp technology might draw unsuspecting
Lispers into the global tech chess game. 

Wait, isn't Lisp great for winning games like that?